Didikan Allah

Assalamualaikum. Now I am still otw back home. In the train. Third train Alhamdulillah. At 8.46PM. Today was totally exhausted. Tambah penat bila aku kena swap job task dgn the other senior trainee.

Yang menjadi penat nya ialah bila kena deal dengan senior boss. My boss yg kurang senior, he is totally kind, open to discussion, nak tegur org pun bil hikmah. He is a non-Muslim. Perhaps yet. Tapi my senior boss is the opposite of him. Totally opposite. TOTALLY ye.

Okay sat. Nak drive balik rumah.
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Hahaha, ampun. Sampai rumah semalam terus collapsed. Nih meanwhile waiting for the train baru ada mood nak sambung.

Lagi best tadi balik, tak tunggu senior boss since I was in hurry. Yelaaa dah janji dgn org nak dinner sama. Janji kot. Tak nak lah jadi munafik. So tomorrow bersiap sedia lah to face kemarahan dia. MashaAllah mohon doa.

Okay back to topic. Lately nih, since so many happened in sudden, aku macam wonder kenapa it happened. To me. In my first week, macam dah lega lah jugak since aku kena deal dgn junior boss jea walaupun kesian nya dengan trainee sorang lagi yg selalu kena marah dgn senior boss. Then on my first day of second week suddenly being told aku kena swap task. He will cover my task. I ll take over his task and deal with the senior boss.

Apart from the journey to go work, to face the boss is now my addition struggle. Moga Allah lunak kan hati nya utk berlemah lembut dgn aku. Tak dinafikan, aku a lil bit kasar, tapi kalau kena sergah menitis jugak lah air mata. Hati tisu kenod help.

Indeed, all these difficulties won't happen kalau Allah tak izin kan, kan? Kira Allah has better plan to me. Bersangka baik. Mungkin dengan selalu deal dgn senior boss, aku lagi tough to face reality yang mana unpredictable. Baik dari segi environment, atau perangai org. Mungkin jugak a platform supaya aku no longer manja dengan dunia. Since nak masuk syurga Allah kan mahal maharnya. Kalau selalu dibelai, ditatap, dilimpah dengan nikmat dunia, what makes me feel appreciate to enter syurga nanti.

Pepatah Melayu pun ada cakap, 'bersusah dahulu, bersenang kemudian.' Yeahh, so now is the susah part Izzati. Allah knows His creature well.

Whatever is, cakap mudah. To act, is the other thing. Mohon diberi kekuatan melalui hari hari yg mendatang. W'Alam.