Assalamualaikum. Just completed Module 7 exam kat Securities Commission. Dengan itu, tamatlah sudah #ICMGTS14. Kinda sad but nak tak nak kena lah face the reality kann. Lagi sedih dgn result Module 7. I failed wehhh! Cry out loud.
To be honest, the moment aku received slip result tuh and I saw FAIL on it, broke my heart into pieces. To be worst, my nearest friend passed the exam. Jealous. Astaghfirullah. But I am still a human kot.
On the way back home from SC, I really made an effort to reflect myself and calm me down. Antara refleksi nya, ALLAH RINDU AKU. Why? Sebab lately I spent less time with Him compare to His creature.
Boleh jadi jugak Allah nak aku praktikkan apa yg aku baca baru baru nih. Buku tuh, buku pasal Sabar. Best sentence yg aku rasa sgt relate dgn situasi aku nih, "Tidak ada kegembiraan tanpa kesedihan." Lebih kurang lahh ayat nya. Haa kira dengan kesedihan gagal nih merupakan pre kegembiraan aku akan datang. InsyaAllah.
Apart from that, kalau nak dibandingkan dengan para Sahabat, ujian aku yg alaaa Gagal Module 7 nih serius lah macam kuman jea kot. Tapi baru kena ujian sekecil kuman nih pun dah kemain merudum emosi, sentap dengan member sendiri, hmm. Dah tuh kemain impian nak masuk syurga. Layak ke? Sedih lagi hmm.
Okay. Malam nih nak gerak ke Terengganu InsyaAllah. Moga emosi kembali sihat. Mohon 'Izzati sekuat namanya.
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