Assalamualaikum.
It just 27th August. But I am praying hard that upcoming September gonna be fine and smooth. Too many 'unexpected' things happened in this month. Koyak. In out.
I don't even know how to end it or to put everything in its place. It just teribble and mess in that way. And I am blank. Totally blank to figure it out.
Dear self,
Allah knows ur struggle. Keep surviving and put ur trust and hope ONLY to Allah.
He's the One who put u in the circumstances though, thus surely He has better plan for u.
Don't ever let urself to question Allah.
"If u thank, Allah gives more." Remember?
I did annoy to myself for being so weak, (this month is worse). Baru dicuit sikit, dah duduk tersungkur. Tak semegah nama. I hate this, like a lot! Such a loser, me.
For every difficulties, there will be ease. Cuma at the moment to be patient is not an easy task, told you.
Lumrah manusia, we keep counting our problems instead of our blessing. Walhal byk jea nikmat yg Allah turut sisip kan. Cth nya, officemates treat lunch, dinner, drink, casing hp haa. Maka nikmat apa lagi yg kau dustakan wahai diri?!
To reflect, this may be one way Allah wants to grab u back near to Him. Kan hari tuh kata menjauh kan. Nih Allah nak tarik dekat, mengomel pulak. Nak kena azan dia nih ish ish. And ouhh, the comfort fact is, u know yg Allah sayang u ☺☺. Ya hanani hee.
Akhirukalam, moga bulan bulan yg mendatang lebih baik dari hari nih. May Allah ease our daily task and challenges. W'Alam.
(Spreading loves)
