Assalamualaikum. Salam sahur.
Alhamdulillah masih diberi kesempatan utk berada dalam pertengahan Ramadhan. Dah nak masuk fasa 10 Ramadhan terakhir yang mana sepatut nya amalan/ibadat lebih meningkat dan pulun. Jujurnya, masih in the slow pace. Sobs. Mohon doakan agar Ramadhan kita kali nih pergi bukan dalam keadaan sia sia. Takde jaminan bertemu Ramadhan dalam tahun depan kan.
Minggu nih saje dikejut kan dengan dua kematian. I don't know them personally but I know their existence. Paling terkesan bila mana kedua kedua nya dalam usia yang mana too-young-to-realize (muda kata mudahnya). They both were sick. But their struggles and strength, I am amazed. Kadang org yg sakit nih lebih kuat semangat nya dari org yg sihat tubuh badan (I talked to myself, hmm). Kurang syukur mungkin, (istighfar).
I believe in any situations happened, Allah is teaching me something. If only we think of it (in a good way please). Indeed, yesterday I over read an ayat of Surah Al-Ankabut, which related to death.
"Every soul must taste of death, then to Us you shall brought back." (57:29)
Since that, we know that we are not belonged to this World but do we really interpret that in our daily lives?
Do we concern about performing prayer on time or to complete work first (obviously won't be completed)?
Do we concern about our deeds (amalan) more or what to eat for lunch/dinner/supper later?
Do we concern about our inner beauty/strength more or what supplement/skincares best to consume for physical beauty/strength?
Are we able to spend at least 3digits of money, give to charity and less spending on shopping monthly?
Some of the questions for me (and you, if applicable) to reflect.
I am still far way. Hope not too far. And still walking towards Him regardless how slow or terrible my walking is.
Moga dipanggil bertemu Pencipta dalam keadaan yg diredhai & husnul khatimah, Aamin.
Moga nafsu turut kuat berpuasa dalam baki 15hari Ramadhan. Annoy jugak lah dengan diri sendiri kalau kalah dgn nafsu. Yelah, sementara takde intermediary nih, this is the best time untuk latih nafsu.
To gear up, insyaAllah. Moga dijodohkan malam Lailatul Qadr ❤ (spreading loves)
